Mother’s Day Feels

My heart ❤️

You gave me a big heart. 

There’s a lot of capacity for catastrophe,

And things like loving unconditionally.

But when I thought of you today my heart,

My heart started to bleed.

The skin on my face wrinkled up as it does

When I try to stay calm but my heart is a mess.

I think of you and experience extreme loss.

My heart breaks again and I press. Pause.

Silence. Closed eyes. 

Your love graces my face in this painful place.

Erase! Erase! Erase!

Light comes in every time my heart breaks.

My heart is small for all it takes.

Love you Moms. 
Thanks for never giving up on me. ❤️